Lee Chadwick

1965 - 2008
LocationBlackpool Lancashire
Age43 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth19/04/1965
Date of Death14/10/2008
Visitors818 since 14/12/2008
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My brother lee was a very fun loving bloke. but could also be very loud and straight forward bloke.
he was never one to mix his words. he would tell you it has it was. yet he would help anyone that
asked for help he loved his 80!s music. and most pop. has he would play it really loud on a morning
when he wanted everyone up out of bed. he didnt like anyone sleeping in. he was a very house proud
man and was always cleaning up. his life was his kids jamie charlotte and craig and jason. and his
wife sam. he loved to have a bet. and his computers were his life too. has he knew everything about
them. he also worshipped his grandchildren. kyle bekky. ruby. vinnie. he was very close to me his
sister. has he never saw much of our wider family.the happiest time of the year for him was always
christmas. he would get so excited. to a point where he would wake his kids up at 4am to open up
there preasents. he and his wife sam had got them. i would like you to know lee what you did in
leveing us all has devostated us all. and you will always be sadly missed has we all feel you should
still be here with us.. i wish i could just see your face once again. or just be able to give you a
big hug. im truely missing you lee. and finding it hard that im never going to see you again.or hear
your voice. you were my big brother who protected me in school. when you could.and sang to me when i
was feeling down. this i will never forget and will always thank you for. you will always be in my
heart and a big part of me no matter where you are i will always love you lee. and now you are up
with the angels maybe you can make the team you loved so much win!!!, manchester city. GODBLESS YOU
MY DEAR BROTHER LEE!!!/ R.I.P.XXX. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH/XXXX


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LOVE YOU LEE.XX

WELL OUR KID 1 YR ON AND IT STILL HURTS LIKE HELL. I AM SO SORRY I DONT COME ON HERE SO OFTEN ANY MORE. BUT I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF SO BUSY AS TO TRY AND PUT TO ONE SIDE MY PROBLEMS. HAS I HAVE MY KIDS TO THINCK OF AND NOW I AM COMING TO TERMS WITH ALL THE LOSS I HAVE HAD IN THE LAST YR. I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER. IF I COULD JUST ASK FOR YOUR HELP ON ONE THING LEE. COULD YOU PLEASE SEND MY SON MIKE HOME HERE TO HIS MUM I MISS HIM SO MUCH.PLEASE HELP CHANGE HIS MIND TO WANT TO COME HOME. KEEP SMILEING UP THERE IN HEVEN LEE. SAY HI TO NANA AND GIVE HER A BIG FAT KISS AND CUDDLE FROM ME. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MISS YOU LOVE YOUR SIS PAULA.XXXXXXXXX

Paula Hewitt (Sister) October 14, 2009

I know I am still with you
in your prayers, your thoughts, your heart
And though you cannot see me,
I will always be a part
of life's sweet celebrations
in those times when you reflect
on how, though things are different,
through our love, we still connect.
We'll see each other someday
when our spirits all are free,
until then, I am with you
because you remember me.


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Phyllis Frazier Harris October 14, 2009

DEAR LEE.

MY SPECIAL BROTHER. IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY AND MEMORIES A LANE. ID WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN. LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS MY DEAR BROTHER. XXXX

Paula Hewitt (Sister) May 11, 2009

MY DARLING BROTHER LEE. X

DEAR LEE IM SO SO SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE FOR A LONG WHILE. MY LIFE HAS BEEN SHATTERD SINCE MY SON LEFT TO GO TO LIVE IN MANCHESTER WITH HIS OLDER BROTHER. HE SAID IT WAS TOO QUIET AND BORING HERE IN DEVON,WITH ALL THE TEARS AND STRESS I LOST MY BABY AT 4 MTHS. I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD EVERYTHING HAS HIT ME IN THE LAST 6 MTHS. 3 LOSSES IS WAY TO MANY. 1ST UNCLE AURTHER. THEN YOU THEN BABY. THEN MY SON LEAVEING HOME. YOU GIVE MY LITTLE ANGEL PLENTY KISSES AND CUDDLES WONT YOU. I KNOW SHE COULDENT BE IN A BETTER PLACE OR WITH ANY ONE BETTY. I REMEMBER THINCKING HOW GREAT YOU WERE WITH ALL THE BABYS. NOT JUST YOUR OWN. BUT ANY YOU CAME ACROSS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH LEE. AND I FEEL SO QUILTY THAT I NEVER SAW YOU FOR A WHILE BEFORE YOU TOOK YOUR LIFE. IV ALWAYS LOVED YOU AND ALWAYS WILL. I JUST WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE SO I COULD TELL YOU TO YOUR FACE. I HAVE A LOVILY PICTURE OF YOU WITH OUR KYLE ON A SHELF ON THE WALL IN FRONT OF MY BED. AND A GOOD ONE OF YOU AND SAM ON YOUR WEDDING DAY. I LOOK AT THEM EVERY MORNING AND NIGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP. HAS YOU KNOW I DONT DO MUCH OF THAT LATELY. TRIED ALSORTS OF OVER THE COUNTER PILLS BUT NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK WHEN MY MIND DOES TEN TO THE DOZEN AT NIGHT. I SEEM TO BE HALF THE WOMAN I USED TO BE 7 MTHS AGO. DONT WORRY OUR KID I AM COMING TO TERMS WITH THINGS SLOWLY. AND IM SURE WITH YOUR HELP I GET THERE IN THE END. WELL LEE ITS LATE AND I MUST TRY AND GET SOME REST. LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.PLEASE TELL NANNA I SAID HELLO AND I LOVE AND MISS HER TO. BYE FOR NOW MY DEAR BROTHER LEE. YOUR LOVING SISTER PAULA. XXXXXXXXXX

Paula Hewitt (Sister) May 9, 2009

loetter for my dad!!!

hey dad im at steptoes shes has a little boy now hes beautifull. she sed hi love you xxxxx

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 10, 2009

a note to my dad!!

well just been to see yr grave its the 1st time iv been on my own n i cried my heart out bt we had a little chat didnt we. i told u im gunna gt u a grave stone 1 wiv yr pic on then i can speak to u proper its weired nt being able to look at you anyway love ya millions. sean says hi xxxx

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 9, 2009

To gan gan!!

hello gan gan, were missing you millions, we know ur here in spirit wiv us, we hav a picture of u nxt 2 out bed so we can look at u every night love u loads gan gan xxxx

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 8, 2009

dad u wanted this song played at yr funeral bt u didnt u just hold on u wasnt alone either u had yr family well the ones dat ment summet to you xxx

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 8, 2009

this is howi feel dad as im doing it im crying i wish u cud cum bk i do anyfink for 1 last time

Daddy i want you right now, by me
your beautiful face i want to see

i haven't seen you in so long
i need you, is that so wrong?

i want you as a human being
instead of my eyes starting to sting

i want to smile not frown
i don't want these tears running down

im tired of looking at pictures past
i want you to get here really fast

wipe these tears off my face
be here instead of heavens grace

i just want to see you one more time
instead of writting this stupid rhyme

you were the nicest man i ever met
not seeing you on mothers day i regret

why did you have to die
why would god want to see me cry

it's like he's against me & everything i do
because he took you

he took the best thing of mine
i wish our worlds could combine

Billy you were my best friend & my dad
i want you here so bad

i don't care if i as homeless or poor
i want you way more

i can't believe this is so real
i can't believe the pain i have to feel

i'm tired of tears drops, i want them to go away
& i want you here to stay

i'm tired of the sappy music i have to listen to
just to remember you

only if i could be with you a while
just so you could make me smile

Daddy Daddy i don't see you anywhere
all you are is air

you're a spirit floating around
only if you could keep you're feet on the ground

i really really want to see you
don't you love me too

i have only one wish, , only if it could happen
so i could see you're face once again

i wish it every holiday
but you're still not here today

come on god cut me some slack
just give me my daddy back

when you took him, nothing is what i felt like i had
trust me that felt really bad

even if i had nothing to eat
my Dad would be the real the real treat

i'm gonna go cry some more
& wait my dad walk through the door

maybe god i would believe more in you
if you would grant my wish too

my stomach hurts, my eyes bleed tears
i don't care about all my fears

please please please give me back my dad
i don't care if he's all i had

sorry dad god won't cut me some slack
He won't bring you, my daddy back

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 8, 2009

a poem for my dad

R.I.P. Dad


You may have been here
And gone
But our memory
Will live on

You are loved
And forever will be
You’re in a better place
You’ll see

We’ll miss you
With all our heart
We’ll cry cause
We’re apart

But deep down
We will see
That you
Are watching over me

You were the best
Family member
One that your children
Will always remember

Don’t be sad
Cause your no longer in pain
Don’t let your tears
Run down as rain

We’ll be fine
Because you taught us well
It was time to say
So long and fare well!

R.I.P. Dad............



i will always love you love yr daughter charlotte x

Charlotte Chadwick (Daughter) March 8, 2009
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